I do try to answer comments when I can, at least one round. After that, you get the last word!
I share readership with a lot of other guys in similar positions with similar conflicts as mine. Some of them complain same as me. Some have affairs. Some get depressed. A few get really mad.
But my readership is distinctive from all of these other guys in one aspect: y'all have no qualms about taking me to task on a regular basis. Of course, I often dish it right back, farting in everyone's general direction when my blood is up. I seem to be a draw for various stronger-minded personalities than the average blog. This is a mixed blessing. I have no doubt that if I do or say something really stupid, I am going to be called on it by somebody. If it's really dumb, I'm going to get it good. "It" being a big can of whoop ass!
Hopefully I give as good as I get.
So it's about time for a real update. No sex since that last time. I hope I didn't act like too much of ungrateful turd. Is disappointment allowed? I was really okay with things and appreciated her effort. I've told her so. But not in the last day or so.
After a lovely kissing/hugging session in the morning before leaving work, I was feeling kind of hopeful for more of the same when I got home yesterday.
How wrong I was.
I got home later than usual because of my extra job to help get us out of debt. I also went and got grocery shopping and made sure to try to buy her more things she might like to eat and could be just heated up.
From the moment I walked in, she was snapping at me. I left the garage door open last night. I was late. Her neck and back were sore. She got the invoice for a magazine subscription I thought I might get for her. Might get for us.
Christian Marriage Today was one I thought I might try. For $20, it's a bit pricey for a magazine that only comes 4x a year, but the first one is free. But Arwyn complained that it was a waste of money. She hasn't laid eyes on it, yet. We're suppose to get one shortly, and if it doesn't look promising, I cancel the invoice. Anyone else heard of this magazine?
I have not gotten off in over a week. I also have not been caged. So I am a bit more ramped up than usual but not in any sort of real subspace. I'm not making any real promises of the sort FTN has (although I admire him greatly for it) but I am exploring vanilla chastity just a bit.
Well, not quite vanilla.
When reading the Aneros forums, there is some talk about a mysterious and elusive Super O, which occurs without ejaculation. These are more powerful, more intense and can occur in multiple waves, more similar to female orgasms. I've heard of guys having these using tantric sexual techniques, a practice which has a few things in common with enforced chastity disciplines.
Apparently, a number of guys have discovered this by leaving the Aneros in over night. A key component to this is an increased arousal caused by not ejaculating for several days (which is why many of my fellow cage perverts use it). Then, as the erectile wood gets more intense as the night approaches dawn, the aneros begins to massage the prostate. And the body builds tension until released during the Super O. I've been charging my rockets for about a week or so, so I should be ready to go after posting this and turning in. I might even blog about it,