Well, it’s something. And something is better than nothing.
Last night I stayed up late reading again, as well as posting the annversary update. Arwyn was laying down in her typical position. After midnight, I went to bed and flirted with the idea of getting myself off. But I was too tired and fell asleep naked.
Ed posted a recent article about sleeping naked. Most of his readers (or those commenting) seem to sleep naked. Not in this house. Arwyn has never been a naked sleeper. Ever. I can only think of one time she ever fell asleep in my arms while naked. Usually she’s off to the bathroom and then the clothes are put back on. I, OTOH, would have no problems sleeping naked every night. But I do wear my boxer briefs I suppose out of respect for Arwyn. It would take some time to get used to it and get over the horniness factor.
And so it was that Arwyn’s alarm went off before 6 a.m. and I was out of my mind with desire. So I commenced the initiation dance of me hugging, kissing and otherwise touching and trying to get Arwyn to touch me. It really wasn’t all that intense as I was still sleepy, myself. So it was very slow but also very deliberate over probably an hour’s time. Arwyn was probably getting frustrated with it, but I wasn’t overly concerned with that. I think 7 weeks is quite long enough.
I was gradually building a big head of steam. I could have come all over the place if I had wanted. Finally I asked her if she would use her hands. She told me to close the door and get a towel. So thats what I did.
She played with and around my balls for awhile which felt pretty good. She got on with stroking and within only a couple of minutes I was experiencing an intense climax. She stroked right on through it and lingered around for a few minutes. In some ways she sort of likes it, and her disposition actually improved as much as mine. Maybe moreso.
So there it is. For the months of July and August together, score one handjob. I suppose every hitting streak has to start somewhere. The fact that it was quick and painless will hopefully make her less reluctant in the future. Such a small gesture would at least indicate some willingness to compromise.