Okay, the game is ON! You are now reading words written by a guy with his cock locked up in a cage. No, Arwyn is not holding the key and she may or may not know. I locked up this morning before church, before I lost my nerve.
There’s always some hesitation before clicking the lock. What if I have an accident? What if I die? Would I be buried with it on?. What if I have to go somewhere where there are metal detectors?
The latter did happen once when I was going to pick up a copy of of my youngest son’s birth certificate last summer. This must have been two summers ago. I was on my merry way and almost went in when I stopped myself dead in my tracks. I saw the metal detectors and realized my predicament at the same time. Arwyn was holding my keys at the time and did leave them out for me the very next day. Significant embarassment was avoided.
There is always the strong temptation to go for one last orgasm right before locking up. The problem with that is that if I do that, I’ll give up on locking up altogether. The drive towards wearing the cage seems to disappear right afterwards. This does follow all of the chastity device literature which says that a guy will lose most of his desire to please right afterwards for at least a day or so.
Arwyn’s birthday is on Tuesday and I’m pretty clueless. I can make breakfast, do dishes and make her a cake, do other cooking and chores. But other than that, I’m sort of out of luck. Maybe I should have locked up sooner! While it does inspire stronger feelings for her, I’m afraid it doesn’t do much for creativity. Such a gift is supposed to reflect thoughtfulness. It’s going to be exceedingly difficult to buy anything too thoughful with our budget under severe stress.
No, no sex for the last 5 weeks. I’ve pretty much accepted her condition of sexual anorexia. This diagnosis fits all too well.
I set the Timelock for 1 week and had set it on Friday so it will involve 5 nights of intensity. Part of the reason for this move is also the fact that the blog has gotten stale and the chastity aspect of the storyline needed some development. Those of you new to this whole business will get a chance to witness some of the mind bending aspects first-hand.
I do have a couple of articles posted up on Unsolicited Advice on the subject of sexual anorexia that you might find interesting.